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[03 Oct 2005|08:06pm] |
Hi... sorry i have been missing for awhile. you haven't really missed anything exciting i promise. i am 5 weeks into my junior year of college. 3 weeks into the swim season. busy busy as usual. this week is home coming so i have a lot of stuff going for the swimteam and sorority. alot of alums for both are going to be back on campus so it will be great! plus my parents are coming up for the blue/gold meet so thats cool.
its football season and PSU is 5-0 how freaking awesome is that? and they are ranked didn't see that one coming. so i am excited looks to be a great season. steelers are 2-1 which is good. if the stupid people who ran the clock wouldn't have messed up they would be 3-0 but whatever i am over it. i am just glad its football season.
ok well this was the most pointless entry ever but i am sick of writing.
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[24 Mar 2005|11:46pm] |
ok updating because i yelled at my brother for not updating his and he so kindly pointed out that i haven't updated since november. so here i am writing about nothing like usual. i am home on easter break right now. since we are a christian affiliated school we actually get good friday off which is nice.
eric and i are official just in case some of you didn't know. we have a great relationship minus the little detail that his ex still has no idea that i exist hopefully that will be changing really soon. if not i will just have to kill her off. she is psychotic... i swear.
school is going so so. grades should be better this semester.. they need to be or else i may no longer be living. rents weren't too happy with my grades last time... they had every reason not to be though. so i am doubling major now. history is gone and i am now doing political science and psychology... could be interesting. so i think god hates me. why you ask? well because he made me stupid... ok maybe not stupid but just average. everyone else is my family is intelligent... really intelligent those genes seemed to have skipped over me. what did i do to deserve that? i mean really i want some sort of explantaion here.. i think i at least deserve that much.
i hung out with stephers and her boy braddy tonight. it was fun we just chilled. seeing my girls is one of the best things about being back in the cove. sometimes i really miss high school... as much as i wanted to be done while i was there i wish i could go back now. so if you are reading this and your still in high school enjoy it don't rush to have it over with because you will miss it and the people i promise cause everything changes once it is done. i mean don't get me wrong i have some great friends at school but i will always know my good friends are the ones that i grew up with the ones that helped shape me into the person i am today. i love all of you.
ok wow that was a lot of rambling for me. not really sure what else to talk about don't want to bore you any more... maybe there will be more updates later... as long as some gets on me about it.
<3 libby
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[26 Nov 2004|12:31pm] |
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ok wow i don't even know when the last time i updated was. i have so much to say but no energy to type it all. so i guess i will just try and weed out what is important.
so i am not sure i have been truly happy since i have been at school. which is strange because last year i was soo happy well minus the whole frankie thing. i think it might have a lot to due with the fact that all my roomies are depressed the majority of the time. so i just put on my happy face and pretend that life is great. i think i am failing out of school. i avoid doing my work its horrible. i hate my life right now. and everything that is wrong with it is my fault.
frankie left for the air force yesterday... i cried. i feel like its the final closure to our relationship but i don't feel like i got the chance to say goodbye. i didn't think i would care when he left, never thought it would bug me this much. guess i was still holding on to something. the last civil conversation frankie and i had he told me i was the most amazing girl and that he could never forget me. and i just let him walk right out of my life.
eric... i can't even talk about him right now. life is far from perfect with him though let me tell ya. but as ant would say "u don't even know how good you have it" actually yes i do and i am happy with it. for right now.
swimming... i am ready for the end. i hate it i try to force myself to find enjoyment in it but i can't. it was so much fun in high school and even last year wasn't that bad but its different now. i don't enjoy it. its still my life i just can't find happyness in it. my cousin once told me that being a swimmer doesn't mean being on a swimteam. how right he is. i will be a swimmer till the day i die because i do love the sport and it is such a huge part of my life i am just not so sure how much longer i can compete. its suppossed to be fun and its not.
i miss my friends from home a lot this year. i feel so diconnected from everything at home. covite for life.
<3 Libby
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[16 Sep 2004|06:37pm] |
ok well here i am at lyco finishing up week # 3. its a been a bumpy few weeks but things are slowly getting back to normal. i am glad for that.
swimteam offically starts next week. not excited about that. actually i am down right tired of swimming. i am not as competitive as i used to be, i can tell, and that takes all the fun out of it for me. i don't feel right in the water i feel like i am drowning. i don't know what my deal is. maybe this will be my last season.. maybe its time to let go of the sport that has been my life for so long. i guess this season will help me figure that out.
this with eric have been real rough. he has been going through some rough times... his mom is in the hospital and she is pretty sick. this leads him to be very short with me which in return only makes me really frustrated. when i get frustrated i yell at him which just makes the situation worse. but this past week has been really good because we sat down and talked about somethings and we understand where we are each coming from. so things are getting better between us.
my classes really aren't that bad which is good. i have 2 classes with eric which is nice it makes class go by faster. but i think i might actually get decent grades this semester. yay for me!
sorority has been taking up so much of time its not even funny. next week is recruitment so everynight this week we have had a 2 hour meeting. lots of fun let me tell you.
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[25 Aug 2004|12:45pm] |
i have advoided updating for awhile. i really just didn't want to write about anything that is going on in my life.
i leave for school tomorrow. i am ready for that. its time to get away from here. being here is hard for lots of different reasons. but i am not sure school is going to be any easier. i just want things to go my way for once. there are a few people i am gonna miss from home and one that i wish i could take with me because i know she needs to get away as much as i do. there are also some people i am really looking forward to seeing at school and then are some that i am absolutely dreading having to see. on my roomies is one of them. yes it could be along year.
so how do u choose between the guy (eric) that you have waited all summer to be with and the guy (jarred) that would do anything to be with u. i wish i wasn't so hung up on eric because honestly he hasn't treated me the best this summer but i can't seem to let go of him.
alright i am sorry that i have depressed everyone with entry thats all
<3 Libby
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[22 Jul 2004|01:55am] |
write in caps what is true about you and the add something about urself at the end
01. I MISS SOMEBODY RIGHT NOW
02. I DONT WATCH MUCH TV ANYMORE
03. I LOVE OLIVES
04. I LOVE SLEEPING
05. I OWN A LOT OF BOOKS
06. I WEAR GLASSES OR CONTACT LENSES
08. I've tried marijuana
09. I'VE WATCHED PORN MOVIES
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
13. I have acne free skin
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton
15. I CURSE FREQUENTLY
16. I HAVE CHANGED A LOT MENTALLY OVER THE PAST YEAR
17. I HAVE A HOBBY
18. I've been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing.
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
20. I'm really, really smart.
21. I HAVE NEVER BROKEN SOMEBODIES BONES
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal dont ask
23. I hate the rain
24. I'M PARANOID AT TIMES
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
26. I NEED MONEY RIGHT NOW
27. I love Sushi
28. I TALK REALLY FAST
29. I have fresh breath in the morning
30. I have semi-long hair
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas
32. I HAVE AT LEAST ON SIBLING
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs (women) or face (males) on a regular basis
35. I have a twin
36. I HAVE WORN FAKE HAIR/FINGERNAIL/EYELASHES IN THE PAST
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
38. I LIKE THE WAY I LOOK SOMETIMES
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
40. I know how to cornrow
41. I AM USUALLY PESSIMISTIC
42. I have a lot of mood swings
43. I think prostitution should be legalized
44. I think Britney Spears is hot
45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past
46. I have a hidden talent
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
48. I think that I'm popular
49. I AM CURRENTLY SINGLE
50. I HAVE KISSED SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX
51. I ENJOY TALKING ON THE PHONE
52. I PRACTICALLY LIVE IN SWEATPANTS OF PJ PANTS
53. I love to shop
54. I would rather shop than eat (if i had the money!!!)
55. I would classify myself as ghetto
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
57. I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal
58. I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
59. I'm a pretty good dancer
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
62. I HAVE A CELL PHONE
63. I BELIEVE IN GOD
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis
65. I HAVE PASSED OUT DRUNK IN THE PAST 6 MONTHS
66. I love drama
67. I have never been in a real relationship before
68. I'VE REJECTED SOMEONE BEFORE
69. I CURRENTLY HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE
70. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I WANT TO DO FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE
71. I WANT TO HAVE CHILDREN IN THE FUTURE
72. I HAVE CHANGED A DIAPER BEFORE
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my nails
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
76. I'm not allergic to anything
77. I HAVE A LOT TO LEARN
78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes
81. I'M ONLINE 24/7, EVEN AS AN AWAY MESSAGE
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved
83. I HAVE TRIED ALCOHOL OR DRUGS AT A PARTY
84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past
85. I own the "South Park" movie
86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on Xanga or Livejournal
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum
88. I ENJOY COUNTRY MUSIC
89. I WOULD DIE FOR MY BEST FRIENDS
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story"
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
98. I have dated a close friend's ex
99. I'm happy as of this moment...
100. I MAKE MISTAKES
101. I've made out with a guy who has longer hair than me.
102. I smile when I'm sad.
103. I write stories expressing my emotion with metaphors
104. I WISH I WAS BACK AT SCHOOL
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[20 Jul 2004|12:15pm] |
so last night i backed into a car leaving work. the funny thing is i didn't even know i did it. the lady had to call me and tell me that i hit her car opps. how the hell don't u know that u backed into a car?? i had music playing really loud so i couldn't hear anything but u would have at least thought that i would have felt it. but sure enough i have a little dent in the bumper of my car and i am sad to say that the other car did not fair as well. she came by and got my insurance information today she was really nice about it at least. i know i am gonna get made fun of at work unmercifully. i am really not looking forward to going. i am afraid everyone will think that i just did a hit and run sorta of thing but i didn't. if i would have had any idea that i had hit it i would have went back into work to find out who's car it was. i am not some horrible mean person people.
well besides that things are ok i guess. i went and saw my friend from school last weekend it was a lot of fun. we went to a concert to see scotty emerick, pat green and lea ann womack. it was a lot of fun. we met these 2 really hot boys there and they took us out to eat afterwards it was great. that sunday jess signed us up for a swim meet and i of course did horrible. then we went and played whiffle ball with all her friends who are great. jarred taught me how to swing the bat correctly but for some reason i can't do mike haha. then at like 11pm we decided to go creek swimming so a whole bunch of us went and did that. i really like jess's friends alot, i am going back up to visit august 7th,8th, &9th. it will be a blast.
hmm... eric well what can i say no matter how much he pisses me off i can't seem to let it go. i like him. we have our good days and our bad days. i think things will get better once we get back to school or at least i hope so. just a little over a month and then i get to go back LYCO!!!!
buns comes home this weekend i am so excited. she has been gone for a month and a half. her family is having a welcome home party for them. i missed her! the summer just wasn't the same.
this weekend was spent in jersey visiting the fam. it was rather uneventful except i did get to see one of my other friends from school. frankie and i rode the train just for the experience of it. frankie had to ride to pittsburgh though. yes we are on good terms now which is nice.
alright well byes
<3 libby
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[27 Jun 2004|10:17am] |
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[17 Jun 2004|06:17pm] |
i never update regularly its horrible i know. i am going to make an honest attempt at it though.
i haven't seen eric in a month. i hate it. i thought that maybe him and his roomie were gonna come up next weekend and now they are not. big fuckin suprise! i will probably see him on the 5th though because my aunt has a church in mechanicsburg and she is inviting the fam up for a picnic and such. i told eric if he wanted to hang out with me he would have to come meet the fam though haha. and the whole fam not just my rents haha. that should be very interesting.
i am still working first shift at blank book. and weekends at lakemont. its nice to have money haha.i went shopping tuesday with steph and bought this really nice black skirt and a pair of board shorts and flops to match of course haha. and it was all for $30. oh yes i am a bargin shopper haha.
dude i haven;t done anything fun in days. well besides shopping that was fun of course. people need to get me out and doing stuff. haha.
well thats all
<3 Libby
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[06 Jun 2004|12:11pm] |
so i really don't where to begin haven't much been in the mood to update this thing. eric was to come see me this weekend but he didn't big suprise. i am sure he will never come. but i have decided that i am not going to see him again till he comes here. so i guess if he wants to see me he will get his ass down here soon. it just really sucks that he kept telling me he would come down this weekend and then thursday he was like i don't think i can make it down. whatever though fuck it.
um i working a blank book full time. its not too bad. the first 2 weeks i was working 2nd shift 3-11 and actually i really liked it. then they this past week they had me working 1st shift which is where i think i am gonna end up for a while. i am not sure what i think of it yet. i don't like getting up that early. i have to be up by 6 thats earlier than when i got up to go to high school. man o man libby has some messed up sleeping patterns. i am also working at lakemont on the weekends. just keep the cash flow coming. its exciting haha.
well i guess thats all for me
<3 Libby
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[24 May 2004|02:04pm] |
MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly
motivated. Sharp
thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves
attention. Deep
feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm
Standpoint. Needs no
motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left
brain). Loves to dream. Strong
clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in
the ear and neck. Good
imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves
literature and the arts.
Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless.
Not having many children.
Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift
What does your birth month say about you?
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i think for the most part that is pretty correct. i learned alot about myself at college and i learning to love every aspect of my character. its who i am and i don't plan on changing it for anyone.
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[22 May 2004|01:41am] |
just wanted to say hi.
so um well hi :)
and i guess bye now :(
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[07 May 2004|12:24pm] |
alright well i have been home for a week now and i am slowly getting adjusted to not having all my lyco people right down the hall. i cried all last week. leaving them was really one of the hardest things. yeah i know i will get to see them all in august but when you live with people for 8 months of the year its hard to adjust to them not being there for the other 4. i did get to see eric this week which was nice. yeah i know its been just a week and i already made a trip to see him. it wasn't really planned though, i was taking frankie to williamsport and i didn't want to just turn around and drive home so i called my friend eliza (for those of you who don't know she moved in 3rd grade to the same town that eric lives in) and told her that i was coming to visit so i did and while i was there i got to see my eric.
my birthday is on monday and all i really want is to not be stuck in my house. so if any of my wonderful friends would like to keep me occupied for the day that would be great. oh and of course i would love to have eric for my b-day but thats not gonna happen ::sigh::
so tonight i am going prom watching with jess, steph and heather. i have to get my brother ready for prom because he got asked by a senior my lil brother is all grown up. its strange not being the one going to prom... part of me misses it and part of me is like thank god i don't have to go through this again.
oh i almost forgot. i am going back to lakemont again this summer. i really have no idea why but they needed more guards and somehow i got talked into it. most of the people from the past 2 years are going back also so i don't think it will be too horrible. i don't know though. guess we shall see.
well i am gonna go clean my room now. i have been saying this for the past 2 days but this time i really mean it. mom said it had to be done by 2:30 today or else i wasn't allowed to go out tonight haha
<3 Libby
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[27 Apr 2004|02:41pm] |
ok well i think i have finally come to terms with going home. its gonna be a great summer, just like every other one. yeah i am really gonna miss everyone here but we will keep in touch and visit and all of that fun stuff. its still all a lil sad... seeing everyone pack up.
so finals are this week. i hate finals... i am not sure how good my grades are gonna be this semester ahh... don't want mom and dad to yell. i starting caring a little too late. i don't know. so much happened this semester... i guess i just pushed my studies on to the back burner.
eric well i am not sure i am ready to dicuss that... i just have to stay positive and with the help of all my friends that shouldn't be too difficult. i just hope that he continues to give me reasons to be. not really sure
its cold in my room. i am not really sure why since its really not that cold outside but i am freezing as i sit here typing this wonderfully boring entry.
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[22 Apr 2004|10:38am] |
well 2 weeks ago i joined a new sorority (actually our is called faternity) on campus its a National sorority we are just starting our own chapter here. I am a colony sister of Alpha Xi Delta. Its made my life hectic but i love it and all the girls in it. My family and my guy friends from here who all seem to think that i am not sorority girl material make fun of me non stop but its ok. the sorority is full of a bunch of girls that don't fit the sorority girl sterotype and i like that. a lot of us could have never seen ourselves joining a greek organization till now and we hope to be an exception to the typical image the rest of sororities here have created. i am exctied.
i have had so much work this week its been insane. can't wait till this weekend just have sometime to relax. still in need of a job for this summer and no i am not going back to the hell hole aka. Lakemont.
welp thats all for now.
<3 Libby
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[21 Apr 2004|08:49pm] |
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so part of me is dreading summer, having to leave here and all my wonderful friends and of course eric. plus i am not sure how things are going to be with frankie still living with me for the whole summer. but there is another part of me that is yearning to be at home. the part that misses all my high school friends, that part that doesn't want anymore school work. but i am just afraid that i won't get to see much of my girls from home and that things with frankie are going to be really rocky so home might not be worth it. i don't want school to be over.
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[30 Mar 2004|10:29am] |
imagine this i am actually updating. things at school have been kinda stressful lately. friends fighting about stupid shit... although i think that has all been resolved. but all my friends seem to be having problems with everything including me. and then there is eric, yeah thats a new name that most of u have never heard. well just a lil info on him. met him last summer at orientation, he has the same major as me, he plays soccer, he lives 2 floors below me, and i think he is very cute. i spend like every night with him. he is a sweetheart. well we like each other but we both just got out of long term relationships and wanted to take things slow... well i am not a very patient person and want to know what exactly is going on with us. we are pretty much together but with no title and i don't like that... there is no security in that. so yeah i am getting more and more frustrated with that. also i have a fever and i ache. so yeah its great.
well tomorrow we get to pick rooms for next year. ari and i are rooming together again next year our suitemates are gonna be amanda and jess. its gonna be so much fun as long as there is no drama. but there has been a lot of drama between the 4 of us the past week. i just hope there isn't anymore. we made a new rule of next year. we always have to shower with a guy! haha. swimmers are the most sexually active college athletes. go figure.
so my swim coach told me i had to lose 10-15lbs for next season. so i guess i am gonna be working out and dieting like mad this summer. plus i was told i had to come back next year in the best shape of my life. blah that is gonna be like impossible! should be an interesting summer.
alright i am out
<3 libbers
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[18 Feb 2004|11:32am] |
well macs was this weekend. i swear it was the longest and most tiring weekend of my life. but i did awesome and i think i finally proved to some people that i deserved to be part of the team. i am really pleased with how i did and i proud of how the team did as a whole. glad the season is over but really gonna miss seeing everyone everday. plus since i am no longer being forced to workout i am going to become one fat mess. unless people force me to go lift with them then maybe i will survive and not gain any of the freshmen weight since i haven't yet the only weight i gained was muscle weight and that was only 5lbs. so if i didn't acomplish anything this season at least i can say i kept off the freshmen 15 (or now they say its 20)
i decided sometime last week that i hate guys. i can't really explain why right now cause well people read this who don't really need to know about it. if u have some terrible desire to know im me and i will try to update ya.
well i think i am gonna go to the cafe soon so i will talk all u wonderful people later.
<3 Libby
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[09 Feb 2004|08:11pm] |
don't really have anything to say!
fun!
alright well thats all.
peace out... <3 Libby
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[30 Jan 2004|10:30am] |
well i am bored so i thought i would update.
a lot shit has happened with the swimteam over the past week. mostly bad shit. we had 3 people quit. tim, dut, and kellie. it felt like our team was falling apart. but i think those of us that are still on the team have become closer because of the situation. since kellie quit all the girls that qualified get to go to macs. it sucks that we had to lose one of our best swimmers for that to happen but her heart just wasn't in it anymore... and jerry was always so hard on her. dut and tim's reasons for quitting are just shitty and they pretty much screwed up the guys chances at a conference championship.
speaking of dustin, we are no longer talking nor are we friends. he told me that he didn't care about me or our friendship anymore. i guess i should have seen it coming. i mean i didn't do anything to him but he has been pushing everyone away. but i have realized that i am better off because he put me through a lot of shit.
franke and i are still friends which is good i am not sure whats going to happen there just taking it one day at a time. i do plan on seeing him sometime this weekend. guess we will see how that goes.
i think jess and jord are both coming to visit me next weekend which is really exciting! something to look forward to finally.
well thats all here <3 Libby
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